I don't know much. I wish I knew more. I don't know the answers to most questions. However, there is one thing I know: God is love.

These past few months have been incredible. I hope all of you have a small group of some sort. My growth group from church has done so much for me. Correction: God is doing so much through my growth group. I bet you if you asked any one of them, they would say the same thing. Every Sunday night I go as a weak follower, and I leave unbelievably changed and challenged. What I'm learning is that we are all weak followers, and we all leave at the end of the night unbelievably changed and challenged.

Here is the story: There are so many things in my life that are out of wack. A. I'm absolutely horrible at relationships. Members of this group are helping me see why that is. And I guarantee you they're helping me change that. B. I have a problem with sharing my feelings because of a personal situation. They are helping me change that too. I cannot tell you how wonderful it is to let God use people in your life. I used to be closed to that idea. I wasn't good enough. My feelings didn't matter enough. However, this group, my family, is changing that.

I have a long way to go. I think I'm on track right now. I owe that all to God and his awesome love. I cannot believe he loves me enough to put such incredible people in my life. I cannot believe he loves me enough to save me the way he did.

If you don't have a support system, an accountability group, a Christian family, find it! God will do awesome things in your life. He will change you through that group. You just have to let him.